Man in a Fishbowl
Plop.
Wow, would you look at that, there's another one just like
me! Whew, I thought I might get lonely staying cramped up here for the
rest of my life. Oh, look! Another one! They say three's a crowd,
but I say, the more the merrier. Well speak of the devil, there's another!
Wait a second, there's one last one. I'm surrounded. Let's move a
bit to the left- okay, that was just a coincidence. To the right.
I'm getting a little freaked out now. Dash left, forward flip, spiral,
back down, left again, and a fake to the right. Impossible! I guess
I am stuck after all. Quit following me! I don't get it, though.
I can see for miles, but these body guards just keep getting in my way- I can
only move a few feet before they shove me back. C'mon, let me go explore!
Sheesh, how boring- why won't you guys even talk to me? Maybe if I mind my
own business... and then make a break for it!
Ping.
Ow. That hurt. I just don't get it.
Wherever I go, they're there guarding me. Whoever hired these people knew
who they were looking for. Maybe if I just take it easy. Oh look,
here's some good eats. Mmmmm! Tasty. Go in a few circles.
Stare at my opponents a bit. Well, at least they're not invading MY space.
Just keep yourselves over there, and I'll stay over here, and we'll all be
happy. Capice? Now let's sit still for a minute. Hmm, these
blue rocks sure are funny looking. Oh well. Ah, that's relaxing.
Hey, you! Quit looking at me! Hmm, this is getting bothersome. Maybe
if I try to jump over them...over the top. Yeah...let's try that.
Go! Faster, faster... oh no! They're catching up! Faster!!
Splosh.
Whoa! Complete scenery change. What happened!?!
Where'd everybody go!?! Uh oh...that ground sure looks awful far away- and
getting less far. Hmm, this is fun. It's not this falling part I
hate...it's the landing I'm worried about. I sure don't see anything soft.
Well, I don't know. That might be soft.
Flump.
That wasn't quite so bad. Squirm squirm. Hey, why
can't I get anywhere?
"Stupid fish. Why won't
he just stay put so he won't kill himself? Maybe if he actually thought
about what he was doing... Do you think fish think about anything?"
"I dunno, but you'd better get that thing back in there
before it runs out of air."
He scooped the goldfish up off the carpet and plopped it back
into its tank. "Maybe we should lay something on top of the tank so he
can't jump out again."
"Probably a good idea."
He picked up a sieve and set it over the opening of the
aquarium. "There, that should keep him in. Hey, c'mon, let's go do
something else. I'm getting sick of playing with this boring fish."
"...And it was big and round and
lights were blinking all around it and I saw it beam up one of my sheep with
some green laser-looking thing. I'd bet it was one of them new-fangled gov'ment operations that they was doin', but that's when I seen it come closer
and saw those sensitive eyes- all three of them- through that window up front!"
"And ma'am, when did you see all this?"
"Just the other night! Hold on." Over the radio
you could here the scratching of the lady moving her hand over her phone's
receiver to muffle her voice. Still, you could hear her yelling to a
companion in the room. "What's that you say, Earl? You said it's
'secretive' and not 'sensitive?' Well, Earl, if I say anything about it
now, then they'll know..."
Before the lady could finish her sentence, there was a click,
and a momentary silence before the news anchor took the attention back form the
laughing local radio audience. "And there you have it folks- from what we
initially thought was a first hand encounter with the strange lights from last
week, we now know it was simply a hoax. We still await confirmation as to
what last week's mysterious lights really were. We apologize for the
inconvenience and for not catching on to it earlier."
The "On Air" light switched off in the news anchor's room
after he had announced they were leaving for a short break. He burst out
laughing.
"Can you believe that! Sensitive eyes! What sort
of idiots are out there? Here we have a dilemma on our hands- possibly the
signs of a world-wide catastrophe, and people have the nerve to jeopardize the
truth to the entire matter at the cost of all our lives! I hate this town.
I have got to move elsewhere- I need intelligent life. Alright, enough
rambling, have any of you found anything on any astronomy sites? Have you
called up NASA yet asking them what's going on?"
All that was returned were five blank stares and three
head-shakers. The eight-person research team was turning no new leaves in
their search for an answer to the mysterious light. They had been hoarding
as many research materials as they could find- any link to possibly revealing
the answer. They had dug up phone numbers to international space
organizations and anybody that could have been tied to the local airspace at
that time. Phoning through interpreters, going through every procedure
possible to uproot the information- and nothing could be found out about the
light. The only news of any sightings had been local- but they all agreed
something odd was afoot.
"Alright people, we can't delay too much longer- people are
getting sick of this story. We need something new. Hurry it up,
we're running out f material to work with." The anchor turned to see one
of the technicians trying to get his attention telling him he was going to be on
the air in five, four, three...
"Welcome back, and on the international front, Palestine has
formally abdicated all rights to any land in the Middle East to the adjacent
Arab nations, who in turn have agreed to leave it be to Israel and their
God..."
Leaning over the map of the
world, the scientist pointed to all of the highlighted areas.
"The light was quick- it was only seen by this portion of the
world populous. If it had been slower, more people would have seen
it from around the globe. And, since observations were made nighttime and
day, we can assume it had to have been of a magnitude less than negative six.
Anybody else want to add?" he addressed the others in the room.
"Well, this is a somewhat less technical opinion, but I
thought it looked a bit like a meteor."
"I'd love to agree with something that simple, but the fact
of the matter is that no meteor can be seen in broad daylight. None.
We've got something very odd on our hands- and we need answers."
"I suppose we need to start off with what we know. What
all can be visible during daylight? Start listing these, would you.
Let's see. There's the sun, obviously. The moon on occasion.
Iridium satellites... Hey, is that a possibility!? What if one of
these iridium satellites was knocked off course, accelerated in the atmosphere,
causing a flare visible across the daytime sky. You, go call up NASA and
ask about their Iridium Satellite program- ask if one's missing."
"No- stop right there. What are you thinking!?
Were it an iridium satellite, then instead of this brad range of sightings," he
motioned towards the map, "there would be a thin band of witnesses."
They all sat back down, delving deeper into multiple
possibilities. "Is there anything else that might be seen in daylight?"
"Moving that fast, no."
Silence entangled the room once more as concentration became
more intense.
"What abou..." the man's speech was cut short as all
attention was averted to a man rushing hurriedly through the door with a padded
manila envelope in hand. The man with the package fumbled with the
envelope excitedly as he found it difficult to open the package with one hand
and motion another person with a TV into the room. He let out a faint
chuckle as he resumed opening the package with both hands. He found
another way to multitask successfully- he began to address those seated.
"Here I have a tape. Somebody in North Carolina was
tape recording an air show illegally and was able to catch this mysterious light
on tape." He produced the tape from out of the package. "This person
won't be prosecuted simply because of the value of this evidence. Lucky
him. Now, let's observe closely."
On the screen was a crimson Pitts S-2S careening
through the air seemingly moving in random directions. Without the
slightest thought involved, the plane swooped upwards not affected by the
gravity as its overpowered engine pulled the hull upwards effortlessly.
Black smoke began pouring out if the plane's exhaust as the TV related the
engine's choking for oxygen- something was starving the engine from feeding the
gas. The plane slowed its climb as there were gasps erupting from the
audience. Screams of terror could be heard. The plane slowed a bit
more bucking the nose downwards. Flash! The camera hardly picked it
up for speed- but that was unmistakably it. The black smoke quit pouring
from the plane, but the plane's decent seemed much less controlled than before.
The engine's start was delayed from before. The pilot had been dazed for
what he saw- almost blinded from being too concentrated, but his focus had been
broken. What was next in his performance? Oh yeah, engine! The
engine clanked back on as the plane lurched towards the ground faster and
faster. Distance was closing quickly and the nose was pointed flush for
the ground. The pilot's reactions were plain from the awkwardness of each
step. Finally, the elevators snapped downwards, heaving the tail of the
tiny biplane towards the ground. Horror flooded the crowd's faces.
Was this part of the show? The nose rose, but too far. The plane was
level, but still fell below. There was too quick of a response. The
elevators lurched upwards again, lowering the nose slightly, before the
elevators were again pulled downwards, slowly this time. Control of the
plane was won- with not a second to spare. The plane leveled off feet
hardly above the heads of the audience. Click.
The scientists gathered together heaved a sigh of relief for
the avoidance of an accident. "I figured you might enjoy a smidgen of
suspense to help you escape your quandary. Now, let's look at this with
fresh minds." He rewound the tape just to where the Pitts began spilling
and belching black smoke. The flurried lines on the screen stopped showing
that the tape was going to play through again. Click. The tape
proceeded to play, but in slow motion. "Now, this will still be fast, but
I think I have this timed..." Click. "...right." the screen was
paused on a glowing ball of light in the sky behind a biplane just beginning to
pitch downwards.
"Now," he continued, "the important piece of information in
this shot is not completely noticeable in this still frame, but let me help."
He picked up a meter stick from the table to use as a pointer. "This
'light' was moving from right to left."
"Are you sure. Judging by that tail, shouldn't it be
traveling left to right?" interrupted on of the seated.
"Precisely. As this person had videotaped the plane's
descent, you can see certain landmarks. At this time of day, the camera
was pointing a slight southwardly direction. Since this was in the
afternoon, the sun was off to the west. This 'light' was traveling towards
the sun. With a tail always pointed away from the sun, despite the
direction, what might this be?"
"A comet," responded everybody else in unison as a wave of
realization spread over their faces.
They sat there grinning with a sense of self-accomplishment.
"Now, get to work."
"Get to work on what?"
"Did you forget that video already? That comet was
quite sizable. And we've never noticed it before. What if the next
time around, it was closer to Earth? What if it hit the Earth? We need to
know when to expect it again- and where in the solar system it is. If we
lose track of it, that means almost certain doom for the human race."
"Well, why didn't you say so?" He pulled out a map of
the solar system on top of the world map. Different views on the paper
showed the dimensions of the solar system and a large area beyond, depicted
other major celestial bodies. They quickly began working, compiling every
bit of data possible. Everything from times of sightings to reference
points in the sky on the video. They calculated the size of the comet and
its geography.
"Wow. Something that big, traveling that fast would
really send us for a spin if it hit us, wouldn't it?"
Diligent work continued onwards as they then calculated the
mass of the comet and how its momentum would depreciate the effects of the sun's
gravity on it as it traveled around the sun. Only a few hours passed
before every bit of data had been compiled and processed.
"Well, as far as we see it, the comet won't be back until
5093 AD. Nothing to worry about." He pointed to the newly
highlighted trail on the map of the solar system. "It seems that the next
pass this comet makes, it'll give the other hemisphere a gander at it's
magnificence- from a slighter further distance. The comet will slowly back
away from our orbit, so there's no need to worry at all."
There were more grins of self-satisfaction as the data was
organized to be sent off to be published.
One of them drove the
information to the archives. He knew every bit of information in that
folder beside the driver's seat. He was no stranger to the physics of the
cosmos, especially this case. Nothing had ever been quite so puzzling
before. That was one fast comet. Back in only a few thousand years?
Impressive. Nothing was too difficult for his team though. They
could solve any problem of space. And so precisely, too.
Flash. Skid!
He lost complete control of the car as his hands went limp on
the steering wheel. He blinked a few times. This couldn't be
happening.
Bang!
The car came to rest with a tree impaled into its side.
This could definitely not be happening. A dream?
He looked beside him. The papers were still there.
The folder was intact. At least the important documents were safe.
Wait, but what was that? He fumbled with his cell phone to dial back to
headquarters.
Busy.
They must be flooded with phone calls- good. I wasn't
the only one that saw that. He stepped out to examine the car. No
damage to the wheels, engine, or gas tank- it would continue to run fine.
He buckled back up and crept back onto the road. A sense of disbelief
still dominated his actions. He moved sluggishly, tossing multiple
scenarios back and forth in his mind. Well, this time, it was directly
overhead, but it was unmistakably identical to last week's comet. Another
comet? Impossible. Could it have been the same comet? No, it
wasn't sue back for another few thousand years. He continued to throw
different scenarios through his mind. Maybe I should try to call again.
He fumbled with the phone once again.
Ring.
"Hello, this is Fred speaking. I just saw another
flash- and I take it I wasn't the only one. Of course, I wrecked my car in
the process, but that's not the point. What was that, anyways?"
"We're on top of that already. Thankfully, we had some
recording devices pointed straight up a the time, and caught it again."
"Again?"
"Yes. We immediately compared the video for last week's
observance to today's comet. It's unmistakable- they are one and the
same."
Fred's jaw dropped and the car swerved across the other lane
before he got a hold of himself. He slowed and pulled onto the shoulder of
the road. "Well, then these are useless then, aren't they?"
"Afraid so."
"Well, alright. I'll be right back." Click.
He hung up.
The car continued to run, but he unbuckled to reach across
the car. With one hand, he grasped the folder, and with the other, he
opened the glove box and snatched a book of matches. He slowly walked
around his car and a little way into the woods adjacent the road. He
brushed off a patch of ground with his foot, and dropped the folder onto the
clear ground. He hunched over and ran a match across the starter strip on
the book.
Phssst!
The stick burst into flame, and he carefully laid it atop the
folder. The hard cover at first seemed unaffected. Then the area
around the burning match head turned to darker shades as it faded to brown, then
black, then the white of ashes. Flames erupted atop the organized
mass and crept down below, destroying every ounce of work put into the project.
At it's peak, the emanating warmth was enough to make him step back, and then
the flames began to die down as all that was left was a small pile of grayish
powder and few patches of scorched, but not yet burned, paper. He returned
to his car, and started slowly back to headquarters.
He felt defeated that night.
He had put so much work into that project- such intenseness- and it was all a
waste. He just couldn't understand what was happening. Everything he
had ever known seemed to be falling to ruins. What went wrong? His
group had never made an incorrect assumption about any floating space debris
that they had. He tossed this thought around his head a bit more- at least
they had no idea that they were wrong in the first place. Nobody was going
to be around to tell them they were, in fact, wrong. But, at any rate,
their calculations had been correct. Any simulation showed that their
predictions were solid, so there was no reason to doubt their outcome. But
what went wrong this time?
The thought continued to plague his mind- sleep would not
find its way into his room at all. He tossed in his bed over and over.
What went wrong? No, I mustn't think about that. I need to go to
sleep. Sleep, be still. I'm tired, I want to go to sleep. Try
to wipe my mind clean. Think about nothing. Clear every thought
away. But what thoughts? No! Quit asking questions. I
need to go to sleep. But it just isn't happening. Why not? I
must be thinking to much. But about what? Oh yeah, what went wrong?
No, don't think about that...
The pattern continued for hours. He could not get
comfortable at all. Hmm, I just need to do something to relax myself.
He looked across the room and noticed the rather bright moonbeam illuminating
the entire path into the hallway. Yes, star gazing might do the trick.
Relaxing, surprising, and awe-inspiring all in one. He was guided over to
the closet by the moonlight. He opened the door quietly. As the
light flooded into the closet, consuming the darkness, a telescope was revealed.
One he had had since his childhood. In fact, the one that had inspired him
into his current profession.
It was rather large. Sizable for a telescope, anyhow.
The four foot long black barrel was still as sleek as when it was new. The
only visible age on it was the reddish joints of the base and of the latitudinal
and longitudinal knobs. Even so, the rust had been polished off, leaving
every bit of the telescope in smooth working order. It was simply a
residual stain from much usage. The important thing is that it had been
cared for these many years. He had had to take it apart before to clean
out the dust from on the mirror when he had neglected it once many years ago.
Ever since, he cared for the instrument as if it were a child. He
gently removed the lens cap. It always pleased him to stare down into it
and see a larger image of himself staring back. Whoops, too dark.
Still, he gave a gentle puff of breath to stir up any molecule of dust that
might have meandered into the deep and wide shaft. He bent down and
hoisted it up by its legs and carefully found his way to his back deck. It
was nice having woods surround the back of the house. It kept the area
nice and dark- perfect for the stars. He lengthened the legs for his own
comfort in peering into the eyepiece. Everything was calibrated. Now
for the fun to begin.
He loosened the joints and manually turned it towards Orion.
He reengaged the latitudinal and longitudinal knobs for more precise movement.
He peered through the sights and aimed right below Orion's belt. There.
He swiveled his head to peer through the eyepiece. A colorful spangle of
dust littered the sky with miniscule white dots peeping through. It was
always relaxing to see such wonders of the universe. He wondered if
anybody had ever caught a glimpse of a passing satellite with a telescope.
If any at all, it sure must be a rarity. He tried to guide his way around
to view Vega solely by navigating with the knobs. He kept his eye to the
eyepiece as he scrolled across the horizon. Black, black, black, dark
shades, black. Whoa, what was that? He stepped back and rubbed his
eyes for a second. Were his eyes playing tricks on him form sleep
deprivation? He shook his head to get a bit more blood flow to the region.
He sized up the telescope- pointing almost straight up. He peeked back
into the lens. Slowly, he moved backwards from where he was.
Blackness, something else. There. What was that anyways? He
could barely make it out- but it was something he had never noticed before.
He pulled out a slightly more powerful lens and slipped it into the eyepiece.
He looked back into the mystery. What if this was that "fast-moving"
comet? Wow, I might get some sleep after all! He rested his hands on
the focus knobs. He rotated it slightly. The blurry image began to
materialize.
He wasn't even partially prepared to see what he saw next.
He stepped back and looked around. Odd, there was
nobody around. Maybe somebody's tricking me. He shook his head
around a bit more. He blinked his eyes a few times. He must be
imagining things. He needed to get some sleep. Maybe one more look.
He glanced back in. He saw a dark outline- almost mechanical. The
only thing that hinted that it wasn't just a satellite right above him was that
around it wasn't simply black- there was a shade to it- and nothing behind it.
That, his trained eyes knew immediately. Oddly, though, there seemed to be
some movement on it. Just a slight bit of movement off to the side of it-
what seemed to be an arm of this mechanical device. Hmm. He ran
inside to grab some paper and a pencil. He jotted down everything he could
remember about it immediately. Then he copied down the coordinates of the
object. Due up. He had something important to do at work tomorrow.
He glanced back into the telescope one last time. Still there. Good.
Maybe it'll be there in the morning. He picked up the telescope and took
it back to his closet. He replaced the lens cap smiling. He laid
back down in bed and fell asleep almost immediately.
As he walked into work, he
knew he had things to do, equations to figure. It was only a short
distance from his house to work, but there would be some degree of deviation.
Straight up over his house would mean an upper-eighties degree digit from a
telescope at work. And then he had to calculate the angle. It
wouldn't take much time. He wouldn't be bothered by anybody else- he went
straight to solving his problem.
It had only taken an hour, even after he had mapped out where
this mysterious object was. Perhaps it was somehow linked to the recent
comet. He practically ran to the observatory with excitement. If it
had anything moving on it, it had to have been close enough to be seen in
daylight with a telescope. It wasn't too far away.
He maneuvered the massive telescope around to the coordinates
he had figured. Okay. He opened up the massive ceiling doors.
He looked back at the computer screens that displayed what the telescope was
looking at.
Nothing.
Hmm, odd. He slowly moved the machine up and down,
along a vertical line- where the object should be. Nothing to be seen
anywhere. His esteem still wasn't quashed. There were a number of
things that could have happened. Either, it itself had moved. Maybe
his math had been incorrect. He didn't after all, have anybody to check
his work. The daylight might have even obscured his view despite his
assumptions. It would just have to wait. He closed everything back
up and went back to doing what he normally did.
When he got back home, he ran
straight back up to his closet to grab his telescope. Even though every
bit of evidence he had pointed to the object's moving, he wanted to give one
last try. Even from his childhood, he had a strong desire to make a major
astronomical discovery. This was his chance to shine. He wanted to
make sure that every facet of finding this object again had been exploited
before he would give up. Every single one.
He laid it down on the deck where he had it last night.
He double checked the coordinates with the readings on the telescope's gauges.
It all matched up.
It had a pompous look about it, pointing straight up like
that. As if it were boasting of some achievement, and that it was in the
final stages of reaching a new status. It stood majestic clinging to the
tripod like the shuttle ready for launch. Perfection.
Sweat had begun to gather on the palms of his hands, so he
wiped them off so he could focus the lens without slipping. It was the
moment he had been waiting for all his life. He lowered his head down to
peek inside the eyepiece.
Only the telescope itself could judge his expression.
With his face pressed up to it so, it masked anybody that might see him from
glimpsing his reaction. But the telescope saw his entire face. For
the brief second, his smile had dropped to a quizzical frown, and to an overall
face of disgust. Simultaneously, his eyes had been squinting, to squinting
harder to make out every detail of what he was staring at, to batting back and
forth with every piece of logic his consciousness could match with the
situation. His nose didn't do much in that time span, but his face did
manage to wrinkle up slightly before he simply slipped sideways into
unconsciousness.
Upon awaking hours later on
the hard surface of the nailed-in planks of the deck, he had no idea what to
make of the situation. But, of course, little could he make of the
situation now and forever more. What he had seen had ruined his life.
But he did not quite know this yet.
He only moved the telescope in out of the elements, not
worrying about carefully placing it back into its haven. As it was
bedtime, he was physically tired and knew he needed to rest. He could feel
how mentally tired he was as well, but his brain continued to chug along as it
pondered it's decryption of his eyes' optic signals. He stared at his
ceiling all night, not once drifting near sleep because even with his eyes
closed, he experienced what he had seen again. He could not escape this
now.
When the sun had peeked just over the horizon, he knew it was
almost time for work. He began to get ready despite of his fatigued
condition. He drove to work oblivious to his surroundings. It was a
wonder he hadn't killed anybody, but he was genuinely dumbfounded. He
called upon his fellow workers.
Already, they were skeptical of what he might say. His
bloodshot eyes and inanimate condition lead them to believe something was wrong
with his state of mind. As he began his case, the emotion in his voice
took a leave of absence.
"Yesterday, I thought I had come across something amazing.
Even my flighty imagination prepared me for the most extravagant possibilities
to my endeavor. Still, I was ill prepared. Never in my dreams could
I imagine something so wondrous and mysterious, yet fear has overwhelmed my
being. What it is, I do not know. All I can say is that when I
looked into the heavens yesterday afternoon, I didn't find any celestial body-
but I did find a body- my own body. I found myself, standing beside my
telescope, gazing into it, and looking at myself. I..."
Before he could continue, somebody began to pat him on the
back as they made some motions to some other person. he felt comforted for
a few minute- until the police entered to escort him away. From there, he
traveled to the police station where which his course was directed towards a
mental institution. Something was going on. Something was very
wrong.
News is a most curious thing. The simplest stories gain the ability to reach into multiple homes. From there, the most curious of minds can be stirred, causing a wondrous fascination in realms unknown. All it takes is a single curious mind to transport the information onto a new frontier of truthdom on a broader scale. And then, the seeming simplest of news can become the most global of problems. All it takes is one.
Had the town been much bigger, the story wouldn't even have
made the air, but times were dull, so it gained a few seconds of popularity.
Just long enough for somebody to wonder if there was anything more to it.
This time, the results were moderately expected. A lone
soul that had heard about another's misfortunes decided to test the relevancy of
the situation. A fair amount of logic was applied to the possibility of
such an occurrence. As he had been a personal friend, the grapevine
delivered a few extra details that others would never have received. The
basis of his friend's mental case rested on the basis of his muttering of seeing
himself in the sky- and acting non too normal. In order to see any
reflection of yourself, you must stare straight into the reflector.
He pulled out his telescope from a dusty old box that he
hadn't regarded in years. It might finally be of use. He set it up
quickly and took it outside. He added a moderate power lens to the
eyepiece just to make sure he didn't miss anything. He swiveled the
telescope around in random movements, keeping his head braced to the eyepiece.
Minutes passed without result. As he lost interest, he lost his balance
and fell into the telescope, knocking it off course. As he sat and cursed
the entire situation, he took a final peek into the telescope. There he
was, legs sprawled out- inside the lens. He took one arm and waved it
around, keeping his eye to the telescope. The figure inside waved a
salutation. Straight up. He noted the position of his telescope.
Without any type of respect for the instrument, he loaded it up and headed off
for the local astronomical specialists.
As with all news, if you take it to the right people and convince
them, it will be able to work its way to every nook and cranny of the planet.
Not a single space program was
left out of the loop. It had only taken a matter of time before the new
celestial curiosity had gripped the entire world into the anticipation of a new
frontier. Every one scrambled their engineers from working on the banal
tasks of further research in a weightless environment, to discovering what it
was- this shroud that had caught everybody's interest. Each and every
program was going to be the first to find out every detail about it.
It was to nobody's surprise that every preparation had been
made in three months' time. Each program was ready, separate from each
other. Nothing was going to stop them from launching immediately.
Though it may seem a coincidence, the launches were most
surely not. Many flocked to the launch areas to see history be made-
mankind's leap to yet another frontier. Despite how each program had their
launch timed, once the first ignition had taken place, word quickly spread- and
every rocket was soon on its way carrying its satellite probe to explore this
curious matter. From every corner of the globe, many bodies became flared
with an exceptional feel of nationalism as they competed to be first- the first
to solve the mystery. Rocket engines pounded towards the ground as if
trying to contest the cheers from below. The cheers crescendoed as the
rocket began skyward, but with the gathering distance from Earth, the engine's
grumble died away- as did the cheers. There was still a sensation of
accomplishment in the air everywhere for each individuals own nation.
It was a very proud day.
In a matter of minutes, in accordance with their design, the rockets shed their outer skins as the more fragile insides were revealed, carrying its precious cargo deeper into space. More and more fuel was spent with each mile gained from their home planet. With a final sigh, the satellites broke loose from their vehicles and began a silent ride into the unknown. Nobody knew how long it'd be for them to reach their destination- everybody had perceived differently. Was the material gaseous or solid? Perhaps it was liquid. Assumptions were made and were passed into factuality without solid basis. All anybody could do to find the truth was to wait. Until what?
It was only two hours into the
campaign. The excitement and bustle of Mission Control in Houston had
quickly faded into routine and methodical monitoring of the satellite's status.
It was calm and silent with a mild-toned conversation taking place. Each
member was concentrating on their monitor in a half trance knowing that most of
their vigil was vain. Nothing would happen.
All at once, everybody jolted into full consciousness and
began screaming back and forth for confirmation. Nothing could be
understood amid the sudden chaos. Every monitor had flat lined. From
where they had had a satellite at one moment, there was now none that registered
on their instruments. Immediately, hypotheses were formed. An
attack? By whom? Too many people had had launches on the same day-
it could have been anybody. A collision? An alien? Thoughts raced through every
mind. Thoughts that all disappeared into the air for no rationality could
be found. They were all mad though.
That very same anger was
shared- worldwide. Every monitor for every launch that day had ceased to
acknowledge the existence of any satellites within a matter of minutes.
Trillions of dollars were thrown away. It had all disappeared. And
the first thought of anybody was, "Who did it?"
Within no time at all, pointing fingers were being directed
across international phone ties. International leaders were being notified
of terrorist activities in orbit by some adversary. There was foul play at
hand.
There's a certain beauty to
private operation. At some points, it can be shadowed by the matter of
funding, but grants have their way of shedding light into the darkness.
The most beautiful part of it all is its freedom. Within its own rights,
the operation is free to move in any way in which it pleases- something that can
rarely be done when there is any tie with the government. For the
government not only creates bindings itself, but in being affiliated with it,
many of the government's problems soon turn into stumbling blocks for those that
rely on it. Freedom is quite a beauty.
It was a real shame that every nation was crying, "War!"
It threw a wrench into most every aspect of prosperity. Once again,
unprecedented finger-pointing back and forth tossed blame from one to the next,
all while a little company based on the western coast of the island of Hawaii
took more rational action. A soon as the first satellite disappeared, they
began building yet another one to serve a completely different purpose. It
was a tremendous amount of money to be used on their own part, but the heads of
the company took into account the financial surplus they had transporting
civilian company products into space. They had plenty to put into another
satellite- but they didn't have enough to simply throw away a project.
They simply thought of the first accident as a down-payment to the furtherance
of mankind- and a unique opportunity to eliminate any competition.
Everybody else was busy acting like children!
With a completely different plan in mind, there wasn't as
much need to throw on a bunch of fancy information gathering equipment.
All they had felt was necessary to include on this launch was a satellite that
had enough fuel to maneuver itself around marginally and a video relay back to
mission control. It took all of three weeks to get everything assembled.
Because if the light load, they didn't need any top-grade rocket. Only
something big enough to throw it into the big unknown.
With no evidence to prosecute
any supposed perpetrators of national defense, most international hostilities
died down to a slight murmur. Especially in contrast to the next big
story.
Some unknown American space agency had launched a rocket
recently. Immediately perceived to have been carrying a warhead, many
radars were tracking its whereabouts just in case this was the evidence of the
foul play from the satellite massacre.
Inside the mission control, Riptide Orbital Transport and
Exploration technicians watch the rocket deliver its cargo more slowly as well
as monitor the surrounding airspace. The CEO of ROTAX had called the
FAA just a little earlier to gain clearance for the airspace needed for an
extraplanetary launch. ROTAX gained the clearance, but the FAA hadn't had
very much time to publicize the warning for the area, causing much of the
international panic.
Thankfully, before any extreme measures were called upon,
caution was looked to in asking the US government what it was up to. It
was not like a straight answer could be given, but it established enough belief
to postpone the launch of any ICBM's just yet. So far, it seemed that this
rocket was just careening upwards. Zero threat.
ROTAX kept careful watch of
their precious satellite- this was it. If anything were to go horribly
wrong this time, they could no longer pursue this mystery- much less any other
extracurricular activity. With the failure of the last mission, a
financier nearly revoked his entire investment. Fortunately, he was talked
back into the matter with the explanation that everybody else had the same
problem and that plans were already being drawn to remedy the failure. It
was time.
The final stage of the rocket separated, exposing the
delicacies of the satellite. While it currently was on a straight path
away from its home, it would eventually find a place to orbit slowly, exploring
the entirety of the above extravagance. A small cloud erupted from the bow
of the craft. It's speed slowed. The sensors told so, and the
specialists inside ROTAX Mission Control noted that everything was going
according to plan. The cloud continued to spill out as the craft barely
began to crawl on its path away from Earth. The velocity had to be reduced
quickly in order to ensure the instruments' safety- the distance from the crash
sites was unknown. Somebody should have been keeping tabs on distance
somewhere around the world, but for such an early stage in the mission for craft
traveling at such speeds, a specific passage of time and space was difficult to
judge. The instruments indicated a velocity of eight kilometers per hour
and the valve was turned off to the frontal gas-release. It was traveling
at a brisk walk as far as any human was concerned, but to heavy, fragile
machinery, it was pushing the comfort factor.
Better safe than sorry, the cliché goes.
One of the technicians sitting in the instrument room began
to daydream as he stared at a picture of his family. Why, when he was as
old as his son was now, he remembered looking at new houses with his parents.
They had been looking for a new house, and had visited a few. He chuckled
as he reminisced about going to one of the houses that was currently occupied.
They went for something of a tour of it when he had gained the whim of going out
the front door and checking out the lawn. He wandered away from his
parents and twisted the handle of the wooden door- the vast yard unfolded before
him. All of the splendid shades of greens danced in his eyes accompanied
by a few hues of brown in the tree bark. So much yard! It had been
overwhelming to his young mind. He took a step outside.
Bam!
Slightly startled with a sore nose, he had stuck his arm out
and found the glass door. So embarrassed. He had been a klutz from
day one...
Blip! Rrrrrr!
He snapped back into the present as his focus returned to the
panel in front of him. The satellite's velocity had abruptly changed form
the brisk walking pace to a steady nil. That was the blip from his own
monitor. From all around, steady high-pitched hummings were emitted from
other screens while a few alarms warned all the occupants of some damage to the
craft.
The manager of the mission called role to compile the status
of the satellite. Wounded, but not destroyed. It no longer had the
ability to maneuver around, though it could roll around to view the situation.
Camera was operable, as were communications- obviously. That was all that
was important. They silenced the machines that continued to distress over
some damage to its relay, and all was silent. There were a few commands as
a video screen was illuminated on the wall at the front of the room.
The imagery shown was that of the satellite's view. More commands were
tossed about to roll it around slowly. The camera shifted. Halt!
The screen stopped moving as stars composed the entire screen in a symphony of
hues and intensity. The aesthetic view calmed every nerve in the room.
The view began to zoom into the vastness. A dot soon appeared that grew.
Details of the object began to jump out as the lens inside the satellite began
to focus itself. The technicians began to cringe in their seats.
Something horrible was afoot. The majestic scene of the heavens and its
endless expanse of celestial bodies was now replaced fully by a grotesque wad of
metal and machinery that could hardly be made out to be a mangled and maimed
satellite launched only weeks before. A few even stood to pay their
respects to the broken machine for it had been destroyed in the line of duty.
The camera zoomed back out and began panning across the diamond studded blanket
of black. The large blue orb of Earth filled only half the screen without
any zoom, giving the viewers an idea of how far away their baby had stopped.
Without pause, it continued around. Nothing else was to be seen. It
kept moving around- and then the entire screen swept into an utter blackness.
Not even a star shone. They thought the optical systems on the satellite
had failed, even though the data said it was in optimum condition. The
satellite was rotated a bit more- there were some stars. Everything was
alright- so what was this? It was rotated back into complete darkness.
The command was given to open the frontal gas release. The command was
sent to the satellite. No response. The control surface was dead.
Blast! They had gotten too close to the mystery. Now they couldn't tell
exactly what it was, but the footage from scanning across the vastness would
give them an idea of distance allowing for a rescue effort to be made by living
beings and experiments could be implemented.
The tape was copied and immediately rushed into the mail for
urgent delivery to NASA headquarters for further reviewing. ROTAX would
finally be recognized internationally! They had done what no one else had
done and saved the world!
Everything was calm- the same
type of calm that follows every calm. The tumult beats down upon the
earth, purging it of the evils of the dry, stagnant air. With the passing
of the clouds, everything seems renewed. The freshness is absorbed in
everything, giving all the surroundings a feel of purity unmatched by anything
else.
In that freshness, a dark speck grew smaller and smaller amid
the vast blue tint of forever. He lay in the early morning grass upon a
blanket staring upward, following the speck to its unknown destination.
Most everybody else just watches the launch and leaves, but today, she felt a
new sense of freedom, of detachment from all the problems of the world.
Why he felt that way, he couldn't much say, but his overall contentment made him
want to watch it all- until the dot couldn't be seen anymore- until the vapor
trail was lost in time.
Perhaps he had places to be, but he didn't much care at the
moment. He just let his mind roam. As far as he was concerned, his
imagination was right there with the rocket, right at the limit of sky and
space.
He just sat, basking in his surroundings- so peaceful.
There was nowhere else he would rather be. His mind was blank, joining in
the surrounding tranquility, adding to it. He heaved a great sigh, wishing
he could always be like this. Life was always so hectic. Other
peoples' problems being thrown at him, his own problems to deal with- the basic
idiosyncrasies of life. But this, this simple time of relaxing and doing
nothing- not a single worry- this is his sole enjoyment. Loneliness.
On occasion it can be a horrible thing. But not always. Sometimes,
it's what you need. Some time to yourself, to let everything go.
Getting away from it all. But it wouldn't last- he knew that. Soon,
he'd have to get up and slide right back into his normal routine. But,
what about now? Savor the moment. He closed his eyes.
Darkness. There was another thing that most people had a misconception of.
Darkness is the realm of the unknown- that's what scares most people. But
it always reminded him of space. The darkness, the spangles of light.
He could almost feel himself just lift off the ground and glide along with the
breeze from his lack of weight. Darkness wasn't something of which to be
scared, it was something to explore. He loved to delve right into
the unknown with the hopes of figuring it out. He loved his adventuresome
spirit. In fact, he had always wanted to be an astronaut. That was
the great unknown. That's where he wanted to be, his niche. But one
of the lucky few he wasn't. He could only land a job here on Earth.
He thought it with an almost despicable tone. Earth- everybody has set
foot on Earth- but not everybody has set foot on the air- not everybody has set
foot on nothing and floated still. He enjoyed the ranks of the few.
Always. At least he had landed a job with aerospace. It was close to
his niche. In fact, so close, he didn't mind it so much. He
thoroughly enjoyed it. Still, he had an innermost longing for space.
The white conical column seemed to widen as it dispersed. Only a little
left. That was all that intruded on the solid blue. Almost gone.
Just like his life. Sure, he had quite a few more years- but that
wasn't so much to go. There were still many more things to be done, many
more goals to accomplish. Even those that he had set for himself since his
childhood. Well, the whiteness was gone. He sat for a few minutes
still, enjoying the uninterrupted blueness. Soothing. Aww, back to
work.
Back to work has a thousand
different meanings. For some who are enrolled in careers completely
opposite their interests, it has the absolute worst feel about it. Every
letter of the syllable oozes discord and harshness. And then there are
those who work for what they love. They revel in the job and have an
utmost loyalty for their overseers and the highest esteem for their
accomplishments. Finally, there are those who simply fear their jobs.
All seven of them were deployed in a tin can to go check out
some invisible thing a few thousand miles above the earth that had only caused
numerous routes of destruction for any attempt into its exploration. They
felt that same air of destruction beating on their chests as they grew ever
closer to their goal. Nobody knew what to expect. None of them
really had much of a hope in getting back home. It was all gone.
They were enthusiastic about being able to go up again, but the shadiness of the
future cast a veil over all their joy. What had they gotten into?
Morale was severely lacking, but they had their mission ahead of them, and
everything was planned out thoroughly. Well, so said the engineers who
planned out their entire route. All seven of the crew members had no
reason to believe anything the preflight briefings had pumped into their skulls.
Though that was the information they were going to abide by throughout the
mission, in the backs of their minds still hung a disfavored opinion of the
entire idea. More tests should be done before risking lives. But no,
NASA had to continue headstrong into the matter, as if the Cold War was still in
full swing and the Soviet Union was in competition for some acclaim found in the
heavens. More detrimental to the thoughts of these seven was that it
wasn't just any life being put up for ante in a childish race, it was their own.
They were in the upper atmosphere, so they had taken apart
most of the safety harnesses gluing them to the chair during liftoff. They
enjoyed a few seconds of free floating before getting down to serious business.
Their goal was so close that they had no time to relax- immediate action must be
taken in order to save any of their lives. Together, they maneuvered the
rocket around to slowly approach the airspace above Hawaii. The main goal
of their mission was to repair a few of the wounds of ROTAX's satellite in order
to use it to perform most of the operations in examining this barrier.
They were supposed to be getting fairly close to the
satellite, so they took to the proper measures to slow themselves down to a
reasonable docking speed. As the satellite came into view and grew quite
large in view, one of the members operated the docking arm, assuring the proper
alignment of the two floating objects.
The shuttle gave a shudder as the alliance was made.
Oops, the shuttle had almost passed by the satellite, but before any contact
with the invisible shield could be made, one of the astronauts was able to
notice the shuttle's movement and halt it. The mission was carried out
with the utmost precision so far- the satellite and shuttle were both
equidistant from the earth. Now to implement procedures.
Already, a few of the astronauts were suiting up for
extravehicular activities. It would take quite a bit of work to repair the
satellite to an operable status- and that work needed to be quick.
Soon, a swarm of astronauts attempted an attack on the
malfunctioning parts of the satellite.
Attempted.
They clambered towards the satellite with the appropriate
gear, taking care not to hit the satellite too hard. Four of them were
swarmed around it, beginning to make their way around to the side facing Earth,
where the control unit was located.
Thump.
To them, it seemed as if the satellite was lying down on some
surface, keeping them from getting to the control area. But, logically
thinking, they knew it wasn't lying on something- but there had been something
that moved in right underneath the satellite after they had positioned the
shuttle. All four lined up on the invisible wall, pounding on its surface.
It soon dawned on them that were locked out of home. There was no getting
back. The four astronauts participating in the EVA quickly guided
themselves back to their ship. They needed to do something quick.
Telling Houston sounded like a good idea. Let their engineers figure it
out.
Within minutes, an answer found its way back. According
to logic, the barrier must be rotating. ROTAX had even reported moments
ago of some visibility window that opened up temporarily- where they could see
stars where before was only darkness. Also added by ROTAX was the fact
that the hole closed up again after several minutes. There must be at
least one hole in the wall, one right there that the astronauts had found.
Along with the rotation, the hole had moved elsewhere.
Along with the fear of losing their lives, the astronauts
grew into a stage of desperation and panic. If they sat still, they would
surely die- they figured it must be best to take a chance and try to find the
hole. They radioed to Houston asking for which direction the hole might
have moved. The only answer that could be given was that nobody knew
anything. The size of the hole was unknown. The speed of the
rotation was unknown. The direction of rotation was unknown. The
satellite was just too close to the wall to get any accurate readings.
Complete dismay now cluttered the thinkings of the
astronauts. They floated around, discussing what their next course of
action might be. They could try and sit around and wait for the next round
of the hole. Or maybe the rotation was slightly out of kilter, meaning the
hole would never revisit that spot. Scratch that idea. Perhaps they
could pick a random direction and conquer the probability of choosing the
direction identical to that of the rotation. A one-in-three hundred sixty
chance didn't sound all that appealing, either. Finally, it was suggested
that they move away for a bit, and then burn the engines to try and gather
enough momentum to break through the barrier. This way, if things did go
other than planned, they would be sure of a quick, painless death. They
all agreed- at last they had a chance of survival. They scrambled to their
stations, preparing to commence their plan. They ran the plan by Houston,
who voted against its implementation- they were not ready to lose one of their
multi-million dollar craft at the expense of a whim!
For a minute, the astronauts considered the reply- but
decided it was still not logical to wait. What could Houston do anyways?
If they survived, then they will have saved one of NASA's precious shuttles.
If they died, they would go out in an effort of survival, never having to suffer
any consequences for perhaps being wrong. What real control did Houston
have over them anyways? None- all they could offer was suggestions.
They initiated the attempt by engaging rear thrusters, launching them away from
earth. After a minimal burn, they disengaged the thrusters, letting
themselves just glide away endlessly. For the next while, their ears were
filled with reprimands from Houston, telling them the fault in their decision.
All seven of them took turns mocking their overlings on earth. Pity there
wasn't a manual override installed on the shuttles! Alrighty, they agreed
they had gone far enough. They worked a few simple calculations regarding
the burn- ensuring that they left enough fuel to correct their heading in case
of a success- so they could get back home. A thirty second burn should
suffice. They all strapped in, already bracing for impact, hoping for the
best. They were pointed straight towards earth as the captain held a shaky
finger over the ignition button. They all did a countdown together- and
everybody's fists clinched as they were shoved into the backs of their seats.
One of them kept time, waiting for the moment to disengage. Wait, wait,
wait- now! Just as he lowered his hand to disengage the engines, there was
an awful shake as something seemed to caress the outer hull. It wasn't
that of the barrier shattering, but of something hitting their back end, sending
them off course, at an angle to the earth. It took a second for him to
regain his bearings before halting the burn. They were spinning slightly,
not straight for the barrier, either. Defeat. As the craft slowly
careened around, they caught a glimpse of another, older satellite from many
years before. Apparently, it had collided in its orbit, knocking them
away. Impossible luck! Nothing was this bad!
They should have hit the barrier by now, so they began to
brace for impact. Anxiety burned inside them for such a turnout to their
plan. They should have been finished... They were all slung around
with an abrupt change in velocity.
Hmph. More dismay was displayed as they found that they
were neither dead nor past the barrier. It became apparent that they had
hit the barrier at an angle that had only launched them back into space.
Without much fuel, either- it would be impossible to correct their course now.
Doomed. They unstrapped again, knowing that nothing else could possibly
get in their way. They did a check on their systems, seeing exactly to
what degree the satellite and invisible wall had torn the craft apart.
Severed wing, general computer failure, power failure, oxygen leak, fuel leak...
There was no way that life could be supported much longer. Nobody needed
to tell them that. Even if they had something to work with that might save
them, they still hadn't the ability to radio to Houston asking for some type of
verbal assistance. They were all deeply depressed. Almost nothing
else could be done. Their only consolence was in their knowledge of the
survival of their cyanide tablets. Slightly grim- but better than watching
each other starve and suffocate and freeze...etc. They began to solemnly
pass them out as they each agreed to go climb into their respective sleeping bag
and go to sleep. At least to look like they were only going to bed.
They were all ready to end this mission. They were all convinced it was
doomed form the beginning, and now they had proof. They all turned
around and began heading towards their sleeping quarters. As they crawled
into their beds, a light began to stream in through the opposite window.
The light grew in intensity until they were certain it couldn't be the sun.
They all crawled back out to investigate, but were rather surprised to find
themselves fall to the floor. There came a pounding on the door.
Curious. With a screech of defeat, the metal on the side of the craft gave
way, allowing even more light to stream in. The astronauts squinted as
they tried to make out the figures working their way towards them. They
appeared humanoid. The seven decided to give up on everything they were
sensing and drifted out of consciousness. The last thought of the captain
as he drifted away: "Horrible thing, hypoxia..."
"...And on the local scene, the space shuttle believed to have been lost in space was recently discovered in the backyard of a local resident. All seven were found to me excellent physical condition, though mental state had declined considerably. Each was found with a cyanide tablet in hand. It is hard to say exactly who was more surprised, the astronauts or the homeowners, but the entire incident has cast a shadow into the matter. Inspections will be conducted later this evening into the belief of a conspiracy involving the homeowners and NASA. According to critics, this may lead to the uncovering of a giant government scandal that utilized NASA to raise funds for government use- other than use on any type of space project. In essence, it is a severe possibility that this incident, though joyous, may lead to discovering the secrets of a country-wide hoax that has plagued our society over the past many years..."
He shook His head. "Will
the one who contends with the Almighty correct Him? Would you discredit My
justice? Would you condemn Me to justify yourself? Do you have an
arm like God's and can your voice thunder like His? Then adorn yourself
with glory and splendor, and clothe yourself in honor and majesty. Unleash
the fury of your wrath, look at every proud man and bring him low, look at every
proud man and humble him, crush the wicked where they stand. Bury them all
in the dust together, shroud their faces in the grave. Then I Myself will
admit to you that your own right hand can save you.
"Look at the behemoth which I made along with you and which
feeds on grass like an ox. What strength he has! He ranks
first among the works of God, yet his Maker can approach him with the sword.
Can you pull in the leviathan with a fishhook or tie down his tongue with a
rope? If you lay a hand on him you will remember the struggle and never do it
again! No one is fierce enough to rouse him. Who then is able
to stand against Me?
" Everything under heaven belongs to Me."
-Keith Smithson-
Author's Note: That last paragraph took a LOT of thinking to do. I wanted a message that was powerful, spoken by God- but I knew I needed to avoid any realm of blasphemy. But, it simply popped into my head my favorite passage- from Job- that conveys exactly what I was trying to convey. I think I still retain the meaning of the entire story and avoid any blasphemy. I took it from Job 40-41, with a bit of skipping to take what I needed. I do not believe I have altered the meaning of the verses- as the context between the Bible and this story remain quite parallel. But, if anybody does in fact spot any misgiving, please notify me so that appropriate measures can be taken. Oh, and final word, the last paragraph may seem detached, but really ponder every aspect of what is being said- and through that, you'll understand the entire story.